Never easy

Its never easy to let someone you go.
Its never easy to forget the person ou love.
You can sacrifice a lot of things to make that person happy, but you can't find happiness for yourself.
Everyday you will think about her at least once.
Every night you will turn and turn on your bed thiking about her.
Every meal becomes a need rather than want.
Every breath becomes harder and harder as if you will fall.
Every steps you take will push you back to the ground.
Every moment you take a pause, it will remind you of the good times.
No pain is unbearable as the lost within you.
and every pain, there's a gain.
To think that she will be happier with someone else,
To think that other person will take better care of her,
To think she will be smiling everyday,
To think she will laugh with full of joy,
To think that she will soon lead a better life,
Is worth the unbearable pain.

Its never easy.
Thank you Eza for being there for me, Dayana for staying there with me listening, and everyone who has bear with me all this time. This warrior will never forget.