Its not easy

Forgetting how hard it was to realize the truth
To forget someone who you are attracted to after a long time of search
To feel alone again
To be back at square one
To know that you don't have a chance to work and make things better

Its not easy to realize that you are encouraging yourself rather than the truth
Ouh hope...Where are you?
Why have you left me be?
Why leave me in such sorrow and mess?
Ouh fate...When will you come for me?
Whenwill you bring me to my other half?