Never easy

Its never easy to let someone you go.
Its never easy to forget the person ou love.
You can sacrifice a lot of things to make that person happy, but you can't find happiness for yourself.
Everyday you will think about her at least once.
Every night you will turn and turn on your bed thiking about her.
Every meal becomes a need rather than want.
Every breath becomes harder and harder as if you will fall.
Every steps you take will push you back to the ground.
Every moment you take a pause, it will remind you of the good times.
No pain is unbearable as the lost within you.
and every pain, there's a gain.
To think that she will be happier with someone else,
To think that other person will take better care of her,
To think she will be smiling everyday,
To think she will laugh with full of joy,
To think that she will soon lead a better life,
Is worth the unbearable pain.

Its never easy.
Thank you Eza for being there for me, Dayana for staying there with me listening, and everyone who has bear with me all this time. This warrior will never forget.

its just a little too late

no matter how you change,
no matter what happened,
you know its just a little too late.
I cant change fate,
I cant change the fact that I was born 2 years later.
But its just a little too late.
No matter what happened now,
I will never look back for you,
Its time to move on,
This is your lost,
I have nothing to lose,
No matter how you change,
You should know its just a little too late,
not for me, but for you.

Let the truth be untold

I love you
I love you with all my heart

When you smile, my day is as bright as the sun shine
when you laugh, it is like the greatest day that could ever happened
when you are happy, I am happy as well

For you I will run to the top of the mountain
For you I will cross the ocean
For you I will
For you, I will bare the burden of this pain in my heart
for you, I will let you go
For you, I want you to have the best thing you could ever have
For you, I will leave my heart behind

I hope that you will find the right person because I love you.

Its not easy

Forgetting how hard it was to realize the truth
To forget someone who you are attracted to after a long time of search
To feel alone again
To be back at square one
To know that you don't have a chance to work and make things better

Its not easy to realize that you are encouraging yourself rather than the truth
Ouh hope...Where are you?
Why have you left me be?
Why leave me in such sorrow and mess?
Ouh fate...When will you come for me?
Whenwill you bring me to my other half?

Following the deepest thought in your heart

Sometimes your heart might be influenced even by a single sense. Your heart is week. You feel sorry for someone, that is a weakness. You feel that you should give a chance, and that is a weakness.
However if you think through it, give it time, your heart will make the best choice for you. But its a matter of yourself following the right choices.
This is final, I had enough of her fickled mind. If she wants to continue to play this childish game of love. Than I'm going to let her play alone. It will be the best choice I ever made.
Heart, for so many times I avoided your advice. But now, I'm willing to listen to you as I'm hoping that you guide me to the right person. Please heart, I'm counting on you.